spring cleaning

I am good at cleaning the whole house, but when it coms to my room i will do everything in my power to drag it out... and my room really needs the spring cleaning the rest of my house got..

I did some fun art projects while wasting some time

kindness jar- i want to start filling this up with the change that is on the floor of my car, in the couch, and just in random places in the house and when we get enough money in there i want to do something good for someone else, maybe buy someone a gas card ( everyone needs gas), or buy a homeless man a blanket and yummy meal, with some extra bucks to do with what he pleases, donate it, i dont know something good that will make someone else very very happy.to me when i give im actually getting more out of it, the best way to make yourself feel better is to make someone else feel better:)

my next little wasting time project i came across some balloons organizing the drawers in our living room and balloons are just so fun, when your bored you can draw on them, or pretend you are an all star volleyball player, or just kick em around. balloons are just fun. end of story. well not end of story, i blew up maybe about 10 of them and on some of them i wrote things like " be happy", " smile... it looks good on you", made a pink one in memory of my auntie.

random fun art projects that my roommate hopefully wont hate ( who am i kidding she will LUV em!)

when i have a heart ache is strangely when i feel the most alive.
Im flipping through the pages of my REAL journal where i would even think about writing that stuff on the internet NO NO NO.
the words magic and cosmic are written in pink pen and doodles are covering the pages. my brain is going a all over the place i can feel my pulse in there, it hurts.


how long does it take to heal from having your heart cracked?

im obessed with blogs, its an issue now.
my new current squeeze is
shes some young, blonde pretty girl with these great pictures of her in great clothes on the streets of LA, i love it i just love it!! after going through pages and pages of her blog i thought, what the hell. I can do this too!


- i need a camera to start taking more pictures
- i need to move out of TUCSON!
-random thought.. who takes all of her pictures of her walking down the street looking fabulous? which brings me ....
- a wing man/ someone to take my picture as my hair blows in the wind and i walk down the street in great outfits.


this blog makes me want to go though my closet and change it all, and makes me want to go blonde!

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keep smiling!!!!

gahh my feelings right now are so mixed up i don't even know whats going on with my brain and my heart right now its one big mess of confusion. 2 weeks ago i would have said everything was going too well, wtf is happening. im done thinking about this because just all the thoughts running through my mind are making my eyes feel like tears about to drop any second.

in other news i have a desktop full of pictures... :)

and here it gooooes!

I have a new obsession of flowers in the hair. i forget its there, then im reminded and bam INSTANT SMILE:)

legit!

today is a weird day, its a monday and its spring break, the town is dead. i dont know what to do with my life. the feeling of today is just weird.